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Sunday, June 11, 2006
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actually i don really have much to say..today was raing like fuck.haha.so i ended up waitg for fatty sefton yeo to wake her ass up..haha.which wasn such a bad thing cause she didn get up THAT late..heh.we went own to hang out with roy and finish up sefton's tattoo..ol skoool shit man hers.haha.then i did roy's..it kep bleeding and i was nervous at first..she kep askg me to relac cause she could feel my hand shaking..haha.i guess it has to be like that the first time right!HA.
you know,it's not that i don have time for you.can you get it.you'r the one who's always coming up with someth.you always have your own shit to do.i'm don cussing at you or dissing you.you jus dont seem to appreciate what you had..have.i dunno if i should be using present tense.you dont give the feeling that you jus wanna hang out.you say go gym,i wait for you the whole time..you never even msg me when you got back.you jus carry on.what you did to me,it's coming back to you.i cant always be waitg for you to be free.really.you know it.if it makes you jealous then it's jus too bad cause i dont see you tryg to fix anyth honestly.you always wanna stay in,do this,do that.i have my own set of people too you know.i dont hate you..you know?i still care a great deal bout you..but you jus keep walkg away all the time.you wanna do this,you wanna do that.i cannot go to your side and jus pass you someth cause you want it.you dont need it please remember.i get fuckg annoyed when you say you NEED it.you want it ok.jus say it.you'r spoilt.that's the bottom line.
all things fall into place,
my heart it feels so safe.
i cant wait =)
we'll all learn love
9:49 AM
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