Tuesday, October 31, 2006
halloween's almost over.
not like it really matters..
well,you seem really mad.to not want to talk to me..i didn even wanna go =(
sometimes i really dont get it..am i really that blind??uhhhh.feel so sick inside,so small.all i want it to be ok.i don wan you to be upset anymore.so stop.cause i cant take it.
My dying prayer,sealed in a scream
Unwelcome,and a concious dream
Tonight I am myself again.I realise that I'm like this.when i look into my soul,i see a confused vessel there sitting even though i'm not under the influence of any substance for a shot.can you tell me why i feel like a see things in a blur?why does it feel like i'm being a sucker again?why do i always feel like it's not mine to hold,noth to say?i adore,i really do.but..why?how come i feel i'm a little late,that it crawls in my veins,but it doesn seem to visible to who i want it to?it's like having an illusion.
an empty room.
drives you crazy.
let's burn the picture in the frame.
we'll all learn love
8:35 AM
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