Wednesday, November 15, 2006
what's funny?it's the fact you can still speak to me,and i know i'm not supposed to,but i feel stuck.how come i feel it was never complete?it's so weird!i thought i'd be ok..but somehow,i feeel lost inside.and you know what's funny?you of all people know i dont show it.and i know i wont.but it would be nice if you could read me like you used to..how weird is that? =/
what's gone is gone.
what's past,should jus leave and have no trace.
but drips of your blood,
small sums of your scent.
still instilled in my body.
as it will always be.
i had two papers today..hella tring.but i'm glad i got to see my duffus after =) was nice..i met mel at gardens to get the honey stars kid her pore pack.see,i do care.how can you say i dont.watch what you say please.you really are oblivious sometimes. =( !? well,we kinda went all over cause i was super tired..but still,i said i'd do it.and i did it.i hope you'r appreciative.you'r quite pampered i realise..to some extend.yes?yes.i think so..anyways,so mel and i got caught in the bloody rain,which decided to come down real hard on us!WHY.i dunno..so we cabbed home.then my exams.then my duff head,study study.dinner dinner..home =)
so here i am,and you'r over the phone studyg cause you'v got a test on friday.please do well..i hope you'r quiet cause you'r concentratg,and not falling asleep.haha! love you.
you'r drifting,the sun comes up.
you'r fading,you seem so far,
i dont know if i'm awake,
open my eyes and then we kiss.
we'll all learn love
9:01 AM
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