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Sunday, April 08, 2007
I wanted you to know,i love the way you laugh..i wanna hold you high and steal your pain,away.
i feel like i'm losing it it's jus going away from me i cant concentrate on what i'm supposed to do what i want with me i jus know i want everyth to be alright..i really cannot do this like this i cannot go on like this it's killing me not being the best i can be to you.do i need to fade away from everyth for you to understand that i would give up anyth and everyth to be with you and jus be happy being by you and.. i dunno jus everyth.we don see eye to eye on alot of things almost everyth.i know,you'v given up so much for me and i'm sorry i think i made you do that..i'm sorry you lost what you had jus to be with me and i didn do the same.my life is about you it's about how i can please you make you happy but seems to me you cant be happy with the way i am now.guess i'm jus not good for you not good enough for you i cant please you i cant make you happy i jus keep doing things that upset you i hate myself so much for that but i dunno how i cant fix it i dunno how i can make it better i suck at this please help me please help me see that as long as i love you and you love me we can make it work.i can make it work i can turn my wrongs into rights i cant fix myself bbeing a fucked up girlfriend to you i want to know i can do things right cause if i cant do this right i don think i can for anyth.really.i jus need to know i can.i jus need it.i need you i cannot stay this way i'm dying.
baby i love you.
i do.
we'll all learn love
10:05 AM
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